right or wrong, barely holding on.

January 27, 2022.Reading time 7 minutes.

TW: self-harm, suicidal ideation

let the rain fall and erase me.

April 6, 2020.Reading time 4 minutes.

TW: talk of suicide and self-harm.

[you vs. reality vs. me]

September 12, 2019.Reading time 9 minutes.

trigger warning: abuse

Crossing a Line to the Other Side of My Mind

February 26, 2019.Reading time 6 minutes.

(trigger warning: self-harm) My heart is pounding. I can’t slow it down. I can barely breathe. My head is reeling. I’m at war with myself. Yes, you all know this. I minimize it though, so I don’t worry you. I don’t want or need your pity. I know I have the strength in me to […]

“Are You Even Present?”

August 30, 2018.Reading time 7 minutes.

My therapist asked me this yesterday. It took me a long time to realize that I am, in fact, not present in my life. I’m grateful. I’m grateful. I’M GRATEFUL. I swear to fucking god, I’m grateful for what I have. But… The darkness in me is telling me otherwise, though. I keep closing my […]