Can you hear me?
when the sky comes falling down for you there's nothing in this world I wouldn't do. It's the irony that hurts. But I'll bleed until there's nothing left, and maybe these tears will wash away the dismay. I have been misunderstood. I shut down in the dark where no one can see. Nobody can touch me. …
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my reality turns to stone don't you know that I'm all alone? I can't handle another thing said so please... spare me the reasons the sound of my own heartbeat clawing and erasing my essence there was a time when I could breathe and not feel the weight of the world suffocate me I once …
I'm so full of life, and yet I’m hollow. I watch as the life is drained before my eyes. The mirror fades to black slowly while I try to remember what happiness looked and felt like. I don't remember… I see nothing, and I feel nothing. Tear-stained pillow; my only company. In the stillness and …
The sound of my heart beating drowns out the fan on my dresser. My vision is blurry, but not due to tears. My bedroom is still. Everything is still. 24 hours ago, the ground beneath me shook. Everything was moving. I felt sick and my equilibrium was off. It felt like it lasted forever. I …
My dissociation is bad today. I can't focus on anything, not even writing this. I'm attempting to at least write a post though so I can ground myself to something. My heart is beating fast, my anxiety levels are high. I want to run away. I always want to run away. Why do I want …
I'm home. I'm in my room. I'm stripped down in nothing but a shirt and a sweater, and I lie here in bed, alone. My favorite vinyl spins as the song that has been cemented to the inside of my brain plays on. I'm staring out the window from under the lonely warmth of my …
Today is the first time in a bit where I just wanted to stay under the covers. In any case, I haven't left my bedroom. I feel heavy... so heavy. I don't have the strength to pick myself up. I feel like everyone has walked away, passing me by as they have more pressing matters …
