Can you hear me?
Life has been feeling mundane lately. All I do is work, then go home, sleep, rinse and repeat. I still haven't found meaning in my life... What's wrong with me? I can't be the only one who feels this way though. I feel debilitated by fear, these invisible chains holding me back from reaching anything. …
Been having the worst writers block lately. I’m trying to force myself to write, but the shit that comes out hardly makes sense to me. I had a bit of a meltdown last night, alone in my room. I haven't cried as hard as I did in a long time. It's like everything I've been …
You may think I’m weird, that's okay. I’m writing this at the Roxy Theater in LA. I’m waiting for 10 Years to take the stage. I came here alone. That's also okay. I’m used to doing things alone. Earbuds in my ears to protect what hearing I have left (ha), overpriced 12oz beer in hand... …
Today would've been K and I's 5 year anniversary. A bittersweet day, indeed. January 23, 2013... That's the day I knew he was the one for me. He had tried to ask me to be fully committed to him prior to this day, but I was unsure because I was still healing from a previous …
Here I am, this soul that lives inside a sack of meat, blood, flesh and bones. A floating brain that drifts and wanders through life. What am I? Who am I? Will I ever really know? I'm beyond somber today. Today is a day of reflection, a day of loneliness and confusion. A day to …
There are so many things I want to say, but they are confined underneath my skin. They are suffocating with each thought that passes by. They want someone to hear them, but the forcefield of my own being refuses to let them go. If only I could let them go... I will try to release …
It's hard to write this, but I have to. I've mentioned that this time of the year is hard because it's football season, and my ex is a die-hard Philadelphia Eagles fan. I mean, I don't blame him. That's where he's from. Gotta rep your team. I just caught a bit of tonight's game, it …
