My Muse.

I've waited endlessly through time. I've waited patiently, impatiently, nearly giving up, then taking back all the hope and faith I had let go. I have crawled through the wreckage, through hordes of people that once captivated me, through heartbreak, through blood, sweat, and tears. I nearly drowned in the darkness that overtook me in …

Higher.

There's so much yet so little I want to say. Every day I evolve. All these thoughts and ideas that flow through my mind. Some abstract and complex, others are so simple and complacent. I always want to be better than I am from the previous day. But after awhile, the days start blending together …

Lovesick.

It's been one of those days––which I do frequently have––where I feel unmeasurably emptier and heavier than normal. I'm not sure when it snuck up on me today. Perhaps it's been building. I hate it. I can't stand it, and I wish it would go away. I didn't welcome it inside me. But as always, …