lost, still not found.
It's been awhile since I've written- well over a month. I haven't had the energy to find the words to say to convey the heaviness…
[you vs. reality vs. me]
trigger warning: abuse Age 3-4: I remember yelling and screaming. Things were breaking. The sound of glass shattering rang inside my ears. We followed him…
retrograde / regress
Is time moving backwards? Is all the progress I've made falling away? Maybe everything I thought was progress really wasn't anything. It's either going in reverse,…
wish that I could be someone.
Subtle nightmares plague my waking thoughts, day in and day out. I can't begin to describe how uncomfortable it is, being awake as they crawl…
don’t read this. seriously… don’t say I didn’t warn you if you do read it.
TW: Rabbit hole of existential crisis, paranoia, pain, and despair. Earlier today, I was hanging out at the local library. I really enjoy going there.…
Continue reading → don’t read this. seriously… don’t say I didn’t warn you if you do read it.
dancing with the devil
Little one With your silken flesh Open your eyes You’re no better than the rest You dance with the devil Under the dim lights With…
sparkling grey, you’ve gone away.
Where do I begin? Do I start with the present? The way my skin tingles, crawls, bleeds and burns? The way the endless tears stain…
beginning of the end.
my reality turns to stone don't you know that I'm all alone? I can't handle another thing said so please... spare me the reasons the…
fell for these empty eyes.
I'm so full of life, and yet I’m hollow. I watch as the life is drained before my eyes. The mirror fades to black slowly…
benevolent sun.
The sound of my heart beating drowns out the fan on my dresser. My vision is blurry, but not due to tears. My bedroom is…
