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Amy Sumisu

Can you hear me?

Tag: borderline personality disorder

Posted on December 6, 2019December 7, 2019

A Decade to Remember.

There's a loud voice inside my core screaming at me to write. It's been over a month. These days seem to go by so fast…

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Posted on November 4, 2019November 4, 2019

pull my trigger.

I'm trying to neatly compose my thoughts together, but the thought of that alone is incredibly overwhelming. Everyone keeps saying I've made so much progress…

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Posted on October 15, 2019October 15, 2019

lost, still not found.

It's been awhile since I've written- well over a month. I haven't had the energy to find the words to say to convey the heaviness…

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Posted on September 12, 2019September 12, 2019

[you vs. reality vs. me]

trigger warning: abuse   Age 3-4: I remember yelling and screaming. Things were breaking. The sound of glass shattering rang inside my ears. We followed him…

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Posted on September 4, 2019September 4, 2019

retrograde / regress

Is time moving backwards? Is all the progress I've made falling away? Maybe everything I thought was progress really wasn't anything. It's either going in reverse,…

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Posted on August 21, 2019August 21, 2019

wish that I could be someone.

Subtle nightmares plague my waking thoughts, day in and day out. I can't begin to describe how uncomfortable it is, being awake as they crawl…

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Posted on August 5, 2019August 5, 2019

don’t read this. seriously… don’t say I didn’t warn you if you do read it.

TW: Rabbit hole of existential crisis, paranoia, pain, and despair. Earlier today, I was hanging out at the local library. I really enjoy going there.…

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Posted on July 24, 2019July 24, 2019

dancing with the devil

Little one With your silken flesh Open your eyes You’re no better than the rest You dance with the devil Under the dim lights With…

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Posted on July 24, 2019July 24, 2019

sparkling grey, you’ve gone away.

Where do I begin? Do I start with the present? The way my skin tingles, crawls, bleeds and burns? The way the endless tears stain…

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Posted on July 12, 2019July 24, 2019

beginning of the end.

my reality turns to stone don't you know that I'm all alone? I can't handle another thing said so please... spare me the reasons the…

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Hello there,

I want to thank you for taking the time to read my blog- It means a lot to me.

Blogging has been a crucial part of my life for a very long time, and I’m not afraid to write out what’s living inside of me- good or bad. My vulnerability might be too intense for some people, but I want to share it with the world anyway.

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