TW: Rabbit hole of existential crisis, paranoia, pain, and despair. Earlier today, I was hanging out at the local library. I really enjoy going there.…
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Little one With your silken flesh Open your eyes You’re no better than the rest You dance with the devil Under the dim lights With…
Where do I begin? Do I start with the present? The way my skin tingles, crawls, bleeds and burns? The way the endless tears stain…
my reality turns to stone don't you know that I'm all alone? I can't handle another thing said so please... spare me the reasons the…
I'm so full of life, and yet I’m hollow. I watch as the life is drained before my eyes. The mirror fades to black slowly…
The sound of my heart beating drowns out the fan on my dresser. My vision is blurry, but not due to tears. My bedroom is…
My dissociation is bad today. I can't focus on anything, not even writing this. I'm attempting to at least write a post though so I…
I'm home. I'm in my room. I'm stripped down in nothing but a shirt and a sweater, and I lie here in bed, alone. My…
Today is the first time in a bit where I just wanted to stay under the covers. In any case, I haven't left my bedroom.…
Why does life feel like it moves in slow motion, and yet it also feels like the clock is fleeting? Why do I feel like…
