Can you hear me?
Today has been heavy. I fell asleep with a heavy ache in my soul. I laid down, drifted away into another place that wasn't my room. I don't remember if I even brushed my teeth, which is rare because I'm all about oral care around the clock. I woke up feeling tired and empty. Why …
Sometimes I have small revelations now and then. Things that stick, thoughts and ideas that surround my conscious and give me something to believe in. Today I've opened a door to a revelation that many people choose to shut and look for another door. Never compromise what's truly in your heart. Don't change your morals …
Reflecting on my life, I see a pattern when it comes to people. People I like, people I love, people I've tried too hard for... it feels like I try more for them. I try to make them like me and want to be friends/lovers with me. I'm seeking validation in possibly the wrong people. …
Been having the worst writers block lately. I’m trying to force myself to write, but the shit that comes out hardly makes sense to me. I had a bit of a meltdown last night, alone in my room. I haven't cried as hard as I did in a long time. It's like everything I've been …
There are so many things I want to say, but they are confined underneath my skin. They are suffocating with each thought that passes by. They want someone to hear them, but the forcefield of my own being refuses to let them go. If only I could let them go... I will try to release …
It's hard to write this, but I have to. I've mentioned that this time of the year is hard because it's football season, and my ex is a die-hard Philadelphia Eagles fan. I mean, I don't blame him. That's where he's from. Gotta rep your team. I just caught a bit of tonight's game, it …
Depression is me laying in bed all morning, all afternoon. It’s me aimlessly staring into my phone, swiping through apps, as if the answer to my life’s problems are going to reveal themselves. Depression is me looking for the will to try to make a change, to better my life, but unable to tap into …
