over and over in my mind.

you’re ugly.
you’re alone.
you’re unlovable.
you’re already unloved.
you’re not worthy.
you’re nothing.
you’re worthless.
you’re useless.
you won’t amount to anything.
you’re better off dead.
you’re a burden.
you’re broken.
so very broken.
you’re not wanted.
you never will be.
they’re all lying to you.
listen to me.
only to me.
I’m your only friend.
I’m your worst enemy.
you can’t get rid of me.
I’m here forever.
you’re uncomfortable.
you can’t get away.
I’m all that exists in these moments.
I’m always there for you.
in the back of your mind, I am there.
and I don’t love you.
nobody does.
don’t forget that.
you try so hard to succeed.
you will fail, over and over.
you will fail those you love.
they will abandon you.
they’re faking it.
they don’t want you around.
they think you’re a waste of space.
no one will save you.
you can’t even save yourself.
just kill yourself.
lost in your lie.
just say goodbye.
leave behind all you know.
let it go.
I know best, after all.
you’ll resist.
you will fight.
but you’ll give up.
you’ll find your way out someday.

I’m your mind.
I’ve dug myself deep into your heart.
I’ve found my way into your soul.
I am here for you.
I know best.

you will always lose the battle.
because I know all.
and you are powerless.

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These are the musings of a 32 y/o dreamer, wisher and doer. All my posts are authentic; I write what's in my heart.

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